Friday, March 21, 2008

Irreconcilable; Time After Gone

Irreconcilable; Time After Gone


If I could keep time in a bottle
would I ever free the stop?
Could I never drink its cold nectar?
Should I lock it away and toss out the key?

The invisible infinity that we pass through
draws lines upon every countenance
summoning up the resistance to death
all must march when led away
jagged crags and peaks are slowly faded out
until sand and water remain alone
elusive, the nighthawk in the treetops
watching all with obsidian eyes
the disguise of age yet one more vice

the carpeted floor gives rise to many roots
which then mature into trees
the all-seeing wonder sees this cycle repeat.
As night flows through day,
all else fades away.

A requested ambition, unrequited in awe
the ticking millennia seem to drain
the leech-like grip of worldly love
makes time just a meaningless game

the road that is walked upon
is the only way to go
off the beaten path lay dusty ruins
and farther still; the once-and-never kings
existing only as shadows in silence

after the bright flash, all is gone
an epic inferno from whence no escape
the war-ravaged mire remains
but the passing of seasons
gives rise to new meanings
which nothing exists to pass on.

Keep time in a bottle, for we won't last forever
the effects of all are all that linger.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

A Rose For Breanna

A Rose for Breanna


Time to raise this setting sun
for under new moons the pain returns
crumbled away, the empires of
the former yesterday
All rivers run red with blood

Shattered souls roaming the broken world
Drifting on the forgotten seas
Ignorance: the call for all to follow
With those four words you tear my heart apart
The world I've lived in may soon be gone.

Solely For You

Solely For You


Let me give in to the cause
If only to make her happy
I can't stop what I've felt
even though I know now what I do
my heart still beats solely for you

it was just too perfect
I thought it was meant to be
but then some hard times crashed
and made me think she'd stopped
the person I care for most
made me think she'd become a ghost
I knew I'd never love again.

My heart still beats solely for you.

Age is but a number, not remembered
my love is to you, forever and beyond.

Trapped In My Head Part Two

Trapped In My Head Part Two


Why don't you take a look inside?
And see the prison of flesh
that surrounds on all sides
[I'm] just another broken man
with nowhere else to run

Why don't you take a look around?
My vision's all are black, with
the visions of hope that I lack.
Behind the gates of eyelids
lie a tortured soul in dream
...the scarring dream of scares
scarcely room to move or breathe
and NO way escaping sounds.

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

One For Her

One For Her


I'm so in love with you
I can't hide it
I grin from class to class
on the outside
Inside you make me smile
Because your love is so worthwhile
Day after day after day
I'm with you, right beside.

The Driest Rains

The Driest Rains


Will the sun come out on a rainy day
The clouds overhead won't surrender
I can tell you. But
You don't want to hear.
And I'm not ready to admit to myself
That the rivers ran dry too long ago
All the trees and flowers, gone
Where is all this rain after it hits?
Taunt and lie, but I'll never know.

Behind Closed Doors

Behind Closed Doors


Condemning, the single thoughts of damnation
Unending, the living caught off guard
Stretch the story and cover loose ends
Pick the pieces up, put them in the hollow
Where you'll find me, sunk in sorrow

Essence of depression, haunt me as I roam
papers rustle as winds blow them down
the alley as a fox, come to life in all dark
Only the rain keeps time bent on its knees
March through halls like slaves in a cage
Am I lying or are these what's happening in me
The loudest screams are locked inside, beyond closed doors

I Happened By A Park [Murder pt. 1]

I Happened By A Park [Murder pt. 1]


If in life what may be comes to pass
Then in dreams what may pass comes to be
In the night what's unseen, over grass
Silence screams but they last underneath

Theres a hole in the wall at the bottom of the well
and the time ticks by as the water grows still
a new body comes to find it; only one man chose to hide it
lonely murder shuts it blind eyes til the well is filled

Rewind

Rewind


If I could take back; undo;
Every single thing I've said
Knowing what I've said has done
Saying what's been left unsung

If I could change the faces
Turn back time, rewind
The day sits hidden behind me
Inside see how dark I really am

Far greater than the weight of all my words
Lies the guilt and consequence of those left unsaid

If I could burn the ashes
To show I never cared
Seeing in the aftermath
Your love was never there

Drowning, pt. 2

Drowning, pt. 2


These needles pierce my heart
again, again,
hollow shell that I've become
show the world that doesn't care
show them one more time

Just another teen
lost in love's icy waters
trying to resist drowning
by the forceful weights of depression

Sitting Here

Sitting Here


I'm sitting here all alone
just waiting for a ring on my broken phone
I'm sitting here all alone
it's the only thing that I've ever known

I wake up, go to hell, and come home
drop one off, beat one out, check it out
come alive inside of me the pain
can't exist without my crutch of hate
see two ways all things all by myself
Numb with the lies of nightmarish truths
forgotten by all whom I'll always remember

Monday, March 3, 2008

Dust I Grow

why do i even care?
i mean... it's not like...
i dont know
nevermind
stuck in my head
transmit through the telephone

it always comes around
to the questions in mind
what have you done girl
in so little time

i have no hope for me
or you or me and you
i will abandon it, and
take all the troubles outta my mind
my clinching grasp on you
the steel weakens me
i have not entered yet
close that cold door and come inside
deceit lies just behind
the plated door in mind

single rusting, dust i grow
follow me down and see the show
i dance alone, and sing solo
single rusting, dust i grow

single rusting, dust i grow
leaves are rustling, witness knows
follow me through falling snow
single rusting, dust i grow

Saturday, March 1, 2008

Not Her

Not Her


Get your filthy hands off of her
I don't care what you say
she's mine, and it will NOT happen to her
you won't take her innocence away

If you try, it will be the last thing you do
My fists will fly, the unbridled rage I'll let go
and your face will contort, the blood will distort
I'll be the headlining news on the evening report
but I won't be depicted a champion; a killer still
Prison would be a small price to pay for her safety

DO NOT TEMPT WHAT YOU CAN'T CONTROL

What makes you think you have the right?
who said that this is okay?
you motherfuckers better run away fast
I'm hard on your heels, and
I have yet to get my second wind

I feel the screams, I'm shaking with fury
Infuriated says far too little
Leave my girl alone and grow up
Walk in shoes your own size
leave the work for the men

Her white heart will not be tainted black
You will not make it bleed red either
Just stay away, and it will be fine.