Things That Never Were

well, to anyone who reads this...
I know now the pain of inevitability. I know how the leeching grasp of a white rose can allure more than just the eyes. And above all, I know what I want and I know what I'll never have, and it is coincidentally, the same.


Things That Never Were

Let it pass by like a memory in dream
My lonely set of morals makes me want to scream
If I had had more time
Maybe something could have been
But for now I'll cross my heart and wipe the tears off of my chin

The girl of my dreams, it's her; I'm positive, I know it
Why else would all my heart and soul grow saddened at the thought
Rest assured, I'm yours tonight, and in my sleep we'll wander
And we'll hold hands as we cross many lands; in love: there's nothing stronger

I'll sleep tonight and hopefully I'll see my love once more
And waking joyfully I'll be cast down and out the door
For in dreams: I live; in day: I Die; My life is spent for her
A wizened life that's mine to lead, of things that never were.

[Not just another?] Summer Romance

Have you any idea the feelings of frustration
that there is not enough time to be happy?
Less than a month but it will be so much more
But after that we must close the doors
I know at night i'll be laying on the floor
She will pop into my head, and the memories soon to follow
One in particular, watching a movie
The first time I got to be close to her heart.

But, just like the movie, I am going to drown.
I will drown in the fact i won't see her again
I will bury my head from what could've been
If only there was more time...
Then maybe I could make her mine
But for now i will just be her friend
And maybe before it becomes a sad end
We may become closer, our hearts may they mend
Meld into one being, a love pure and strong

But even if it happens, it will be a long time
Time spent away, without her by my side
When I get back i want to open my eyes
And see her in front of me, my hand in hers
Naught but a month for me to make my mark
Forever in memory her name will be scarred
I know what I say must all be a waste
And I know that for me she will not wait
I'm patient as patient can be
I just want to make her happy with me

This beautiful girl just entered my world
And already she holds up the sky
I am going to miss her when I leave
So sweetly she is kind to me
I must not make another mistake
Because hers is the only hand i will take.

May it be a month, or may it be more
I am closing my eyes and opening the door
of my heart so she can step inside and settle in
And a life together we can begin.

Alas, that's never how things they work out
I will be alone again when our time it runs out

I WANT MORE TIME
But it's already over
She will be gone
And I'll be far from her heart.
Things like this they tear me apart.
I know that i shouldn't care but i do
If i had one wish, it would be her that i choose.

Hopefully one day I'll see her again
And this lonely man will be complete once again.

Words of Waste part three

Well here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces by your hands
will it end, if so when
my heart it hurts so bad I cannot stand

and every time you told me
that you loved me how you lied
After all I did for you
you still stabbed me in the side
with words of waste you infiltrate
the complex of my mind
I cannot take much more of this
I think I'm out of time