Hard to find the words to say I love you

so the musical accompaniment for this is C, G, Am, F, and the rhythm is just hit 1 measure of upbeats per note. [aka ska]
That what I have so far.

Walls of who I used to be
Come tumbling down with a thundering sound
I'm so happily melancholy
And the rain is falling all around

Why does love always gotta be so unfair
I always think I have her then I realize that she isn't really there

I know in my heart I'm right
but the words are never heard or said
People wonder why I'm up all night
But that's because they're not inside my head

I wish that I could do or say something to make her believe
Someone tell me somehow show me something can you tell me if it was meant to be

*flush*

Entombed and enchanted in love's tallest tower
Minutes flow through days as weeks pass the hour
Shattering, the black revelation takes place
My mind...oh... what have I done?..

Pure gilded love runs red with rust
Now, a broken trust as the crow flies,
It looks down at the lies, at her built up-disguise
Compromised now is life, as I watch my demise.

Soldier of the mire

Arise from slumber to internal thunder
Memory explodes, sending shrapnel
Into my already war-torn soul
Let the rumble funnel the hurt into my heart
Until the acid fills the brim past full
And the beginning of the end, it starts.

A soldier on this battlefield of misery and lies,
I launch attacks on happiness, hidden in disguise
Bombs and words rain down, leaving craters in my mind
Nothing to control the pain, just suffering I find

The field burns all words of yearning and desire
Incinerating hope and love, consumed internal fire
My hate and anger course my blood, I've set myself to die
Before I become the soldier, the beholder of the mire

Inside my mind

Abruptly, the calm explodes as a rippling liquid,
more glossy than glass, probing for sight in the blind pit
Instead, a resonating fuzz fills my ears,
and through the static, I know.

I see, and the vision is one of anger, pain, and suffering
I hear, and the song melts my mind with tones of emotions
I feel, and the wounds will never fully heal
I am, I am what I am.

Behind the vines of mirth, my hate is itching for a fight
Tonight could be the night, for life or flight of fright
You see me,
You know me,
But I know nothing of you.
I see you,
I know you,
But you know nothing of me.

Axis crossed, in polar extreme
Only I can know what I mean.
This is forever, or so it may seem
What goes on in my head would make anyone scream.

Even when surrounding silence seeps into my mind
She speaks three words to me in her perfect harmony
And I'm melted...the butter on her toast.

Oh....and i'm excited to have a sister. :)

To my untouchable:

"It won't be long now love, like mist I slowly fill the room..."
-Sonata Arctica

I'm changed

It is time.
Gradual darkening feeds on my untapped hate
Shaking the plagued hand of corruption, I'm changed.

As night flows through day all else fades away.
Tomorrow will never be the same as yesterday.
And if today I walk away,
I'll burn alive within my hate
As night flows through day all else fades away

Moonlight is sunlight that doesn't shine
Anger points its fingers towards my mind
Leave behind this life of mine,
Sunk below the bottom line
As night flows through day all else fades away.

Current. [song]

Listen to The Cory Weber Solo Project - Current Song


check it out, listen til the end