Between the sheets while I'm asleep
Within the dreams I walk into a room
When I close the door it disappears
And I find myself in a room with mirrors
Ten thousand Me's is all I see upon the glass
Forever in every way, silent as stone
Every Me does everything that I have ever done
But the ones that stay and play again
are the ones I daily wish to change
The lying man I see is Me?
Tell me how this came to be!
Looking left, I see the path and actions that it took
Leading up to lying Me, I wish I would've died so many times before
It could've happened but always by an inch
As if I was meant to live for something.
As I gaze to my right, I see so many future Me's
But only one that I wish to be
Staring straight ahead, the man I used to be haunts me
Somehow he gets inside her head as well
He wants the short-lived future to be made real
But I say your death has already been revealed
This is MY time, and you should be dead
So please, for our sakes, get out of my head
The boy to my left, with a gun to his ear
Doesn't realize the girl he kissed is the one I hold dear
Locked inside a closet, the boy cries alone
I feel sorry for him, but I wish him to leave,
If he comes out again, it's her who would leave,
And all these faces staring back at me
Would tell me it's my fault she didn't believe
And the man right in front, the Lying Me
Would end the life lead in misery.
I chose to kill these faces to save the places of the present
I chose to change my ways to change the course of us together
I will never be the man I was, he died
But she brings him up as if he still exists.
I want him gone forever.
The numbness has to end, the trusting must begin.
The past is not our friend, but the future we will win
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Storm. With Drums. and everything else. [except words :P]
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Tuesday, December 15, 2009
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