Monday, June 6, 2011

In the End

this is supposed to go to the linkin park tune.



It starts with
one thing, I don't know why, it doesn't even matter how hard I've tried to keep you around and satisfied but you never look around
the rotting lies
that won't get out of your soul the lies that I told when we first hung out I know sometimes I just bring you down and maybe its time to
untie, divide,
separate the lives that we built and embrace every trace of enveloping cold to unloose all the memories outta my soul and be left all alone
With just my thoughts
together just them and me sailing out upon the frozen seas and I can't find my way back to today the day that I gave it all away

just to believe in you and me
but I can't accept the reality
That you can't understand just who I am
I am man, and that is all

one thing, I gave it to you and you took it along with thing number two: every day bit by bit with every move that I made with every word that I said
you emptied me
of all of my dreams and desires, you threw em all in the fire along with the man that you said I should be and the time has expired I'm no
longer inspired
to write any rhymes I retired the day that the music died in the fire and I can't get it back it all faded to black the rope that tied it all together went slack
For you my love
your attacks at the heart of my core I'm no more than a crack in the path under feet near the shore and the time is now yours I'm no longer your chore you don't have to worry bout me anymore

I still believe in you and me
but I can't accept the reality
That you can't understand just who I am
I am man, and that is all

It starts with
one thing, then it moves to the next, without even pausing or taking a breath it leaves you behind getting lost over time can't rewind all the times that you
lied to me
hiding things you don't want me to see, but they've always been staring directly at me, in the eye all the lies that you hid to get by but you didn't know that I would
find them out
so you locked them away but in doing so you had to know you'd destroy future days, time with me, can't you see that you changed memories now they eat away at today and
tomorrow hurts much more
you've now enslaved my quiet place leaving trace of yesterdays the time is gone but not a waste for far too long I lived in dark and now my song can truly play the doldrums roll now hear me say

I'm always here, right by your side
Even though I know you still will hide
You blinded truth from my open eyes
But I am man, and take the fall

I hold onto the you in me
and I accept what's become reality
That you can never know just where I come from
I am the one you saved and slayed, I am the one