22 Stories

Golden one day black as coal the very next
with morning a new day foggy mist hides my breath
I walk alone you like without me
I stand dethroned surrounded by your face
Judging me, calling me, haunting me, controlling me
fooling me, finding me, expecting me, detesting me
protecting you, blessing you,walk with you, talks with you
follow you, call to you, bleed for you words of waste

and again I use this pen
over and over I try so hard
but I am always the villain at end

crying out to a black empty sky
moon and stars disappear
and the song rings out in the hollow

I try, I try to make myself complete
you lie, you lie and blood runs from your deceit
I am, I am forsaken, you condemn me
Your shadow darkens walls that now surround me
Shattering the panes as my pain is almost done
falling 22 stories in the burning summer sun
I open eyes and breathe a sigh as I know I'm gonna die
I miss you, I kissed you but each day my noose you tied