Lip Hop

whatsup everybody Drfrozenfire's live and it's time to prepare for a ride
we're going to take a trip into the depths of my mind
you're going to be here for a while so sit back enjoy your time
all this shit might get scary so don't get carried away there's no escape once inside
so don't try to hide or I'll find you once you're here you are mine
and if you try to bury me smoke and mirrors all you'll find
going blind from the horrors in-

-side it's a maze so amazing all the haze from all of the days I left behind singing musical phrases
turning beautiful pages bloody red like all these cherries I am popping on stage
getting paid every day to deliver anticipation to this fucked up nation
turn on that idiot box and you'll see it on every station
we've got the crazies on the left and the crazies on the right
in the capitol building always starting up fights

too big to fail but too broken to fix
the only way I see it is we've gotta take down this
fucked up nation's politicians that are corrupting generations
these people stuck on playstations and spoonfed misinformation
lied to by those who were hired to represent you instead they spend my loot
under guise of votes they try to fly to sites like Hawaii and Cancun
printing up more money just to bail out the banks you
spend my hard earned cash, my fat stacks, I should have
but god damn then they send my brothers overseas into a blood bath
pick up some PTSD  now you can't sleep normally
and the worst part all about it's when they come back they're treated like trash
second class, like the black ash on a used match so let's come back
to the cold facts that the whole planet just wants us to quit that
and sit back on the cool grass with a pipeglass smoking that good hash
life would be better if we could all do that
so let's move towards a new plan and as humans we can stand up
instead of buying into the man, we can unite us
we can stand together hand in hand, tonight love
this is my final thought let's change that U.S. into US

No Matter What I Do

waves of fear and love
shimmer, like illusion
pressure building up
faced with a decision
so close but so far
adding up my sorrows
heart and head engaged in war
afraid of all tomorrows

no matter what I do
It won't be perfect
no matter where I go
I can't escape it
There's a feeling growing cold
and the time is running out
but no matter what I do
I lose myself to you

I am calling from the wall
too much pain to break the fall
a million words I can't recall
but dreaming wonder
eluding me the choice
while a deluding inner voice
keeps fooling me with noise
but screaming thunder

Poison or Pleasure

everything happens for a reason

I wish I knew the reasons

Like many others I see myself

how can she have it all

there has to be a catch

poison or pleasure?

I can almost feel either on my lips

I close my eyes but it can't go black

I see all the things I've done wrong

and all the things that might have been

these ghosts haunt me, hiding fate

when the time comes it will be too late

sleep, a bird that flew away

in the memory I will stay

chained by my own choosing

but can't break the links

how can this be real

why now would she appear in flesh

Miss you

Many words I'm holding back

While the music fades to black

Because I miss you

I can't sleep I can't breathe

The time so soon but deep

Why do I miss you?

Was it fate that I met you 

on the train?  I can't forget you

But now I miss you

Right person at the wrong time?

I can't get you out of my mind

How can I miss you?

I am faced with such tough choices

It seems everyone's got a voice

Will I miss you?

Alone when I am not

You will not be forgot

I'm sure I'll miss you

As I sit here pressing keys

Wishing you would see

Because I miss you

The stars are falling down

But the clouds they block the sound

I'm sure I miss you

Alone with you

feeling alone when we're together
it's the saddest experience I've had
each day I feel more like the past
I'm sinking down in sand
in the castle you abandoned
but I'm still right here
the wind blows and the rain falls
but the leaves remain and the ground cracks

hours at a time, alone together
abandoned again it cuts
search my heart for what I saw
blind love, behind the wall I see myself
I don't recognize who I am or who I was
I still don't know how this happened
but this train is close to station
Should I leave or ride again

Disappointment, unfading, it shadows my days
I failed
I failed, and I cannot change this
I've tried
I've tried to fix this broken house
walls come tumbling down
fall apart once again I break down


I have lied to myself
I've tried to believe
I am afraid to be alone
but I'm alone with you

found some old stuff

brick and mortar game of time

empty out this hidden mind of mine
the crime of passion burned too deep
failing love and falling steep

found some old stuff

Chain links rattle "attack", roundabout hack
into the mainframe, some may say I'm insane
I got a lot on my brain so much I wish it were a game
to me I can see that life's good when you're king

I wonder about my kingdome come
with me into the castle, see
You and me let's make a memory
sitting on the golden throne
The place I call home is the wonder of Rome
In all of its splendor and awe

Awesome ability to help other people
Ring out the bells from the tower of steeples

The Pace Grows Faster

Racing, though the pace grows faster
Changing who I am, forsake the latter
crash through a flash in the dynamic work ladder
seeps poison much stronger than adder
I'd rather the sadder than count up and add it
the hands turning faster like cracks on old plastic
winter was here but it came back this time faster
I can't pass through black without accepting my past

Like a window in the soul my own wall it will show
it's been built up forgotten through years of long snow
age it shows I don't know where the next winds will blow
though I hope for some greener place in which I can grow

I remember, I remember all the times in my life
sometimes private, some I hide it, but they all find a home
Questions rise up and fire up the thoughts in my head
Who am I? Why am I? Where might I could have been?