Alone with you

feeling alone when we're together
it's the saddest experience I've had
each day I feel more like the past
I'm sinking down in sand
in the castle you abandoned
but I'm still right here
the wind blows and the rain falls
but the leaves remain and the ground cracks

hours at a time, alone together
abandoned again it cuts
search my heart for what I saw
blind love, behind the wall I see myself
I don't recognize who I am or who I was
I still don't know how this happened
but this train is close to station
Should I leave or ride again

Disappointment, unfading, it shadows my days
I failed
I failed, and I cannot change this
I've tried
I've tried to fix this broken house
walls come tumbling down
fall apart once again I break down


I have lied to myself
I've tried to believe
I am afraid to be alone
but I'm alone with you