big lie

Big Lie

I did something horrible today
Just for personal gains I lie
Losing a chance over forgotten recollections
Hurt for consolation; alone again; I lie
The big lie to break it off, my second
False promises unknowing at the time
Lying to escape, so different from before
New pasts revealed to me, I wish not to know
Nightmares smashed become broken dreams
The big lie told for abandonment, unchanging