decision

Decision

What do you want me to say?
What do you want me to do?
I have no idea what my life has become
This debauchery of pain and mortal desire? Is this it?
Love is my savior, and it is lost among
The nothingness I feel and the void that’s left me for dead
That’s the dilemma, isn’t it?
I’ll be damned if I do, damned if I don’t
There is no right answer to that question
And the answer I want is the answer I fear
It will eat me like a vortex, hungry
Until I cease to be
The jeopardy of choosing and crushing or leaving and losing
This is a moral peril, I need to decide…