once again

Once Again

As a social outcast I’m alone
Loneliness is all I’ve ever really known
Every time hope shows its warm face
I push it away and I’m cold once again
I look for a way out all the time
Hating everyone for everything
The smallest things set me off
I’m a ticking time bomb
And the countdown has begun

Once again I find myself
Trying to run away
Once again I lose myself
Fighting for change

My life is just a cruel novelty
I’m here for everyone
But no one is there for me
Abandoned by all I guess I’m worthless in the end
Only around to fix everyone else