she

She

Last time she never came to be
She’s happening again to me
When will I learn not to fall
As the sword of Damocles draws closer
My heartbeat gets faster,
I become this sycophant of pain
I realize you are her and she is you
She’s out to get me, hurt me, tear me apart
She always finds a way to break more of my heart
I want her but she murders my soul

Lies, they can kill a man
And I’m no exception
Bearing false witness you devour
And I find myself tortured
With the realization
That she plays me like a game
Clutching my chest in agony
I try to withdraw but fail
I can’t run away because
She is only in my head anyway