this time

This Time

Sitting in shame while the grief and pains
Take everything away, and things won’t be the same
Again I’m alone, again on my own
Again I’m alone, again on my own

But this time is my time [never again shall be yours]
I will rise this last time [I won’t run away]
And this crime is my crime [I am shutting all the doors]
There won’t be a next time [now you all will pay]

I was meant for more but I turned out less
Giving up the part I’ve played so long
My role shifting from the sweet caress
That I’ve never known, to evil visions so wrong

All of your memories
They won’t stop haunting me
And it is changing me
And I can’t go back again