fall away

Fall Away

Sitting here, blinking, thinking
One last time I will
Every time I fall it hurts more
And I don’t want to fall again
Make this my last words
I want the pain to be gone
I feel only hurt, day and night
Only one way to remove it
Dig it out, cut it away
I’m sick of hating life
I want to end it, right here and now
I never care about anything anyway
Just maintaining my fake image
Taking a breath, I try to find myself
And failing, blame it on him, the Neverwas
No, blame it on me, I don’t care
I just want to go

Falling, the breeze chills
My broken heart and frozen bones
My mind snaps with the rest
No turning back now…